"There was a time in our lives when we were so close that nothing seemed to obstruct our friendship and brotherhood, and only a small footbridge seperated us Just as you were about to step on it, I asked you:"Do you want to cross the footbridge to me?"--immediately, you did not want to any more; and when I asked you again, you remained silent. Since then mountains and torrential rivers and whatever separates and alienates have been cast between us, and even if we wanted to get together, we couldn't. But when you now think of that little footbridge, words fail you and you sob and marvel."
Trying to remember my destiny as a mermaid.
Thursday, October 25, 2007

But my mind is clouded by urbanoutfitters and poorness and procrastination.

Will work for money.

Life is scary. I'm shoving my guard down. Welcome to happiness. My swift apologies to Emilea, who I care for deeply and wish I could return email appropriately but there are a jillion things I need to do and as much as I need to...I'm not doing them. Obviously.
I'm blogging.
It's not eating my life yet. Promise.

In Kentucky for the weekend,
fasting the l-word, hope you're well,
not fasting copy and paste,
miss all, miss dearly,
*remembers content stomach noises*
Emily

"When we are married, will you dance with me? I find dancing very agreeable......why can you not say what is in your head?"

"Why can you not stop saying what is in yours? Why must you lead, when I want to lead? If I want to dance I will ask you to dance. If I want to speak I will open my mouth and speak. Everyone is forever plaguing me to speak further. Why? What good is it to tell you you are in my every thought from the time I wake? What good can come from my saying that I sometimes cannot think clearly or do my work properly? What gain can rise of my telling you the only time I feel fear as others do is when I think of you in harm? That is why I am on this porch, Ivy Walker. I fear for your safety before all others.
And yes, I will dance with you on our wedding night."

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2 comments:

aeryn said...

Why? because if you don't say it, how will you really, really know. that breaks my heart. more than anything else in the world. plus i just read caroline's blog. all love and prayers are going to you, dearest friend in my heart. i'm still waiting in the verdict. it's okay if you don't email me. this is enough. i just need to make sure you're okay, safe. i miss you, more than any word or chris thile song could ever describe.

"feeling like i'm feeling now inbetween the skies and clouds where everyone's identity is just a picture caught in me."

October 26, 2007 at 10:59 AM  
aeryn said...

"my fellow travelers vacant stares leave it up to you to care...."

October 26, 2007 at 11:02 AM  

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