"There was a time in our lives when we were so close that nothing seemed to obstruct our friendship and brotherhood, and only a small footbridge seperated us Just as you were about to step on it, I asked you:"Do you want to cross the footbridge to me?"--immediately, you did not want to any more; and when I asked you again, you remained silent. Since then mountains and torrential rivers and whatever separates and alienates have been cast between us, and even if we wanted to get together, we couldn't. But when you now think of that little footbridge, words fail you and you sob and marvel."
I'm really scared.
Tuesday, November 27, 2007

I'm really scared of what I'm doing. That I'm not enough. I'm praying for that Light that comes and says, "I know, love. Here. I'm here."

I can't believe I'm listening to this song again while blogging.

If and when I break...
yeah. That's me.

I'm not enough. Never will I be enough. I will never do, never say, never imagine enough. Okay? And I just pray my problems go away if they're ignored.

But that's not the way it works. No, that's not the way it works.

I can't ignore fear. I can't. It's hear. And when they say that I am dead and gone
it won't be further from the truth.

Posted byEm
at6:39 PM

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2 comments:

emilea said...

no. no, you are a rare mineral. you are the nutrients of my bones, you are the tree that's always there, standing tests of time. you're the pelecans swooping over sliding waves. you're the heart on my bracelet that reflects the light from above, representing effortless love. you, friend, are more than words can speak. screw other people who don't think you're enough. they're gluttons. to heck with them. you're, you're everything i could ever want, need, or imagine. screw them.

please remember. i love you.

emilea

November 28, 2007 at 2:36 PM  
emilea said...

"God's love is meteoric,
his loyalty astronomic,
his purpose titanic,
his verdicts oceanic.
Yet in his largeness, nothing gets lost."

"Do you think anyone is going to be able to drive a wedge betwen us and Christ's love for us? There is no way! Not trouble, not hard times, not hatred, not hunger, not homelessness, not bullying threats, not backstabbing, not even the worst sins listed in Scripture.... None of this fazes us because Jesus loves us. I'm absolutely convinced that nothing -- nothing living or dead, angelic or demonic, today or tomorrow, high or low, thinkable to unthinkable, -- absolutely nothing can get between us and God's love because of the way that Jesus our Master has embraced us."

if you don't believe my first comment, here is scripture. and we all know how right that is.

i love you. only God loves you more,

emilea

November 28, 2007 at 2:40 PM  

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